A Place Called Here

Dah august… adoiii… kejapnyer masa berlalu… next saturday dah start puasa… lots of things that need to be done in 2009.. i stil have approximately 4.5 months.. ouchhh.. tak byk masa yg tinggal.. sempat ke??

2009…as at todate.. memang byk mencabar keimanan n kesabaran aku as a human being.. perghh.. bila fikir2 balik.. rasa mcm mimpi je aku boleh survive sampai sekarang ni..

300709…my one n only yaie @ atok passed away at the age of 87..

English Premiere League 2009/2010 is officially starts TONITE!!!! Manchester United 1st game is tomorrow, at Old Trafford against Birmingham. Its our first game without Ronaldo n Tevez and everybody is betting that M.U will not going to be able to retain the EPL Champ title this season.. Well.. We will see.. its still a longgggggg way to go..

 If we win the title this season, we are going to FIRST side ever to win the league title FOUR times in a row… We even breaking the Liverpool record!! hahaha.. If by the end of May next year… M.U is the champi again.. i know someone who’s going to be sooooooo mad at me.. hehehe..    

Its Friday…. 30 min to 6pm.. weekend is just around the corner.. Can’t wait.. Its lepak time!!

kepala gue sangat sakit… rasa mcm nak hentak je kat dinding… dugaan… dugaan.. time2 busy ni laa dia nak sakit.. time weekend tak nak pulak..

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I’m saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes a word to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to you yawn brother
It takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

It takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some tears to make you trust
It takes some years to make it rust
It takes some dust to make it polished

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
It takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to know you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively and the relationship slips away and it is lost.

Sugarpie honeybunch
You know that I love you
I can’t help myself
I love you and nobody else
In and out my life, You come and you go
Leaving just your picture behind
And I kissed it a thousand times

Sugarpie honeybunch
You know that I love you
I can’t help myself

‘Welcome to 3 series club’ .. a msg i received from my bestfren this morning.. .. hehehe.. dah tua rupanyer aku ni..

I’m trying not to remember my birthday but somehow someone was doing a countdown for me.. since monday.. hehehe… tak sangka pulak.. coz selama ni.. yg rajin buat countdown was me. .not him..

Anyways… I received a birthday wish from ‘u’ right at the stroke of midnight.. thanks sayang.. u gives me a reason to smile today..

Time kat office, dpt ph call from my bestfren.. he sing a birthday song for me!! hehehe.. Thank you so much fren.. takpenah lagi org nyanyikan lagu hapy tua day kat aku .. hehehe…

Tengahari.. lunch with my dearest.. n borak2.. Its been a while since the last time we had our borak2.. Thank you sayang for the present, lunch, tea n time. Its perfect!  

To all my frens.. thank you for the messages, emails n phone calls.. Its an HONOR to have all of you as my frens..

I hope this year will bring happiness n peaceful life for me.. and i’ll remain strong to face the world.  InsyaAllah…

To stay or to let go? The next question is.. am i ready to take the risk?

i need to make a decision about my life.. about whats my future would be.. but i’m afraid to make that decision …i’m afraid that i’m not strong enough to face it.  i’m afraid that i’mgoing to make a wrong decision.. but then again.. if i dont make the first move.. i will never know whether its wrong or right, rite?  

I’m confused!

I need help!!!

Its been a week since our bandung trip.. tp demam tak baik2 lagi.. batuk makin teruk.. tekak semakin sakit n bengkak.. been to clinic this morning.. kena lecture ngan doctor coz after a week batuk baru gi clinic.. .. served u rite ina! tekak dah bengkak.. padan muka.. berbungkus2 ubat dapat.. OMG!! rasa mcm sakit kronik je time tgk ubat2 tu.. … hehehe.. well.. itulah balasan utk org yg degil + tak suka makan ubat @ malas jumpa doktor…

Prior to that trip to ‘lecture session with doctor’.. aku dah dengar one round of lecture.. tu lagi pedih n tension.. adoiii///terasa gelap jap hidup time tu.. rasa nak pengsan time2 tu jugak.. how could i made that wrong decision.. only god knows.. in one split second.. everything’s turn from sweet to SOUR! terasa bodoh betul time tu.. ..  nak explain pun tak guna coz takde saper nak dengar.. so.. the best i could do was tadah je telinga dengar lecture..

Selagi boleh sabar.. kita sabar.. but whether i’m brave enough to take the next step .. i still dont know…